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HILLSBORO

by Hillsboro

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1.
Exit Plan 03:06
Had a perfect plan You were still trying I wasn't having None of it Wouldn't understand I don't wanna make the right decision You talk way to much The blackest bird is still a bird I guess it's time someone got hurt Let me be your void I'm yours to destroy Quit acting so stiff boy I've heard what they say Futile every day Self-abuse spew age Had a perfect plan Then started lying We've not the time for Tragedy Asked me how's that girl I don't wanna make the right decision Looking at her friend Forget yourself forget today Don't want to hear it anyway No sleep with all the noise and speed Just find me when you want to leave Let me be your void I'm yours to destroy Quit acting so stiff boy I've heard what they say Futile every day Self-abuse spew age
2.
Closer 03:29
He tried to take it back He tried to dodge the fact But this is so over I'm begging you to breathe And she cries your killing me Another fall lower I see him in my sleep He never lets go of me Why don’t you come closer Broken hand goes, through the window Shattered glass, cuts so fast Broken promise, breaking my neck Feel the past, rushing back I wish that I could cry But feel it less each time How could you grow colder Don’t get me started sh*t You don’t know the half of it C'mon just drive slower Worried I’m getting sick Don’t think about anything Why don’t you come closer Broken hand goes, through the window Shattered glass, cuts so fast Broken promise, breaking my neck Feel the past, rushing back Darling to feel touched With you it wouldn’t mean that much no Darling to feel touched With you it wouldn’t mean that much no Darling to feel touched With you it wouldn’t mean that much no Darling to feel touched Without you wouldn’t mean that much and Your last comment, please break my neck Your life's past, black and black Sowing sorrow, fades through my head I’m so tired, you’re a liar
3.
Novalynn 03:48
Bunny looks down at me from her lollipop Cause she can tell that I'm not afraid to die I would split his head for you, if you asked me to Push him around cause he won't put up a fight What is real and what is fear? when you're never really there I like to watch you get healed Why'd I do that? I don't care Hold my life, white light pouring out the window Couldn't control, all at once I understand Always knew it would be you, who could not recover Long way to come to learn a lesson like that What is real and what is fear? When you're never really there We're so happy you were scarred Look I found just who you are What’s that sound? Novalynn Waiting for it to begin Memories hide away But this will come for you one day What’s that sound? Novalynn Waiting for it to begin Memories hide away But this will come for you one day
4.
I don't know how to ask you Are you ashamed of what we do? These psychic ties He wouldn't know how to undo Why are you so careful In an open field Over top of me I'll hide In my Delusion Delusion Delusion I dont want them to want me As if death would do us part Sell my dropped arms (I'll reach in) Waiting till we play again (You can do it all again) I'm so f*cking tired Twisted backwards I can't leave the room I'm right In my Delusion Delusion Delusion Delusion Delusion Delusion Delusion
5.
Swallow 02:58
Don’t move I’ll make this bad for you I'll leave a wound you won't undo All drenched in sweat do you never Forget taking turns in the bed Now say what you mean You're not making sense You tell me that you want to die And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again I make a mess, to bother me I can't take losing, I'm busy I drink and I see everything I measure up, simple and clean Now I see why Remember when You told me that you want to die And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again She cut her leg, we wanna play I'm sorry you found out this way And try not to cry For one last time You told me that you want to die And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again And start again
6.
Pace around the room and wonder what to do Take it farther than you need to Like a liar I'm not sleeping once again But it's fine just say that it's alright and I'm your friend Time to do the thing we're not supposed to do So I meet you in the bathroom Tells me that she wants to be a kid again Yeah it's all you know, it's all you know, it's all you know I don't care because you do I don't care because you do I wasted all my time You're a foolish, fragile, f*ck off She sings to every word "I'm having a hard time, but I'm making it work" There are rules and we can dodge them all somehow Why don't you just push my head down Drugs aren't working, is it sweeter than it seemed? Yeah it's all you know, it's all you know, it's all you know I don't care because you do I don't care because you do I don't care because you do I don't care because you do Little piggy go, give them a show Time to make them see how big you are Little piggy no, she's lost control Go and make her taste the concrete floor I don't care because you do I don't care because you do I left and took the other bed Remember when she said, I won't let on Anything you want, rip it away Oh if I could change, this mind you've made
7.
Leaving 03:16
Feels so god damn good Cause I'll be leaving here soon As you follow apparitions in my room I'd be lying if I said that I'd not seen a few You barely believed me when I started getting honest You know what you want, so why not come here and get it Yoo many of my friends are acting so masochistic You say what you want, all I ever knew was you You barely believed me when I started getting honest You know what you want, so why not come here and get it Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic You say what you want I want to be free, whatever that means There's no use cutting your teeth if you're gonna leave anyway Making it stop Came as a shock It hardly bothered me at all Feels so god damn good Cause I'll be leaving here soon As you follow apparitions in my room You barely believed me when I started getting honest You know what you want, so why not come here and get it Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic You say what you want, all I ever knew was you You barely believed me when I started getting honest You know what you want, so why not come here and get it Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic You say what you want
8.
Dissolve 04:13
Now I've died every day Around you my body burns away Now I pull at your veins We bleed the same Act asleep to escape Is she tired of her cage It's shameful It's shameful It's shameful Now I've died every day Around you my body burns away I can't breathe I can't speak But I prefer myself that way Heavent sent, ease my mind (She's a saviour) You look so alive My eyes swell shut Dissolve, have a line It's shameful It's shameful It's shameful Now I've died every day Around you my body burns away I can't breathe I can't speak But I prefer myself that way
9.
Battery Head 02:40
Nosebleeds and dealing in the bedroom Conversation got you in trouble, oh no What makes you so sure of the feeling That this time round would be any different? Whats up with your friends? Come on baby don't fuss Oh, when i was you I was so confused Right back I'll be right back in the morning Right back I'll be right back like I told ya I dont wanna stop now till my mind split Smash that and I smash you thinking nothing Hit back because we know you want to Making messes gets you in trouble, oh no What's got you so psychosomatic Swear it's tearing holes in my senses We're never strung out No we were never down We'll buy a new world Come back to heaven Right back I'll be right back in the morning Right back I'll be right back like I told ya I dont wanna stop now till my mind split Smash that and i smash you thinking nothing Bored And I miss all of my friends Don't give me this You always win
10.
Coming Down 02:37
And drink Put myself away to start it off F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down Wasn’t something that I thought about But knew to fear what's bound to come now F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down And sink Buried under waves of broken glass F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down No matter how your pressure stings At this point doesn’t mean a thing, no F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down Advertising, inundated F*ck my life, understated Concrete burned, never think What will cure everything? F*ck my hearing, breathing skin I love you more than them Kill your rapist, leave me be Torrid light, I can’t see You just don't get it You just don't get it You just don't get it You just don't get it If I can have it I don't want it Need a simple place to hide Glowing green skies Can't you tell I'm being left behind

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released September 15, 2023

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