1. |
Exit Plan
03:06
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Had a perfect plan
You were still trying
I wasn't having
None of it
Wouldn't understand
I don't wanna make the right decision
You talk way to much
The blackest bird is still a bird
I guess it's time someone got hurt
Let me be your void
I'm yours to destroy
Quit acting so stiff boy
I've heard what they say
Futile every day
Self-abuse spew age
Had a perfect plan
Then started lying
We've not the time for
Tragedy
Asked me how's that girl
I don't wanna make the right decision
Looking at her friend
Forget yourself forget today
Don't want to hear it anyway
No sleep with all the noise and speed
Just find me when you want to leave
Let me be your void
I'm yours to destroy
Quit acting so stiff boy
I've heard what they say
Futile every day
Self-abuse spew age
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2. |
Closer
03:29
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He tried to take it back
He tried to dodge the fact
But this is so over
I'm begging you to breathe
And she cries your killing me
Another fall lower
I see him in my sleep
He never lets go of me
Why don’t you come closer
Broken hand goes, through the window
Shattered glass, cuts so fast
Broken promise, breaking my neck
Feel the past, rushing back
I wish that I could cry
But feel it less each time
How could you grow colder
Don’t get me started sh*t
You don’t know the half of it
C'mon just drive slower
Worried I’m getting sick
Don’t think about anything
Why don’t you come closer
Broken hand goes, through the window
Shattered glass, cuts so fast
Broken promise, breaking my neck
Feel the past, rushing back
Darling to feel touched
With you it wouldn’t mean that much no
Darling to feel touched
With you it wouldn’t mean that much no
Darling to feel touched
With you it wouldn’t mean that much no
Darling to feel touched
Without you wouldn’t mean that much and
Your last comment, please break my neck
Your life's past, black and black
Sowing sorrow, fades through my head
I’m so tired, you’re a liar
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3. |
Novalynn
03:48
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Bunny looks down at me from her lollipop
Cause she can tell that I'm not afraid to die
I would split his head for you, if you asked me to
Push him around cause he won't put up a fight
What is real and what is fear?
when you're never really there
I like to watch you get healed
Why'd I do that? I don't care
Hold my life, white light pouring out the window
Couldn't control, all at once I understand
Always knew it would be you, who could not recover
Long way to come to learn a lesson like that
What is real and what is fear?
When you're never really there
We're so happy you were scarred
Look I found just who you are
What’s that sound? Novalynn
Waiting for it to begin
Memories hide away
But this will come for you one day
What’s that sound? Novalynn
Waiting for it to begin
Memories hide away
But this will come for you one day
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4. |
Black Hill (MASSIVE)
03:22
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I don't know how to ask you
Are you ashamed of what we do?
These psychic ties
He wouldn't know how to undo
Why are you so careful
In an open field
Over top of me
I'll hide
In my
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
I dont want them to want me
As if death would do us part
Sell my dropped arms
(I'll reach in)
Waiting till we play again
(You can do it all again)
I'm so f*cking tired
Twisted backwards
I can't leave the room
I'm right
In my
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
Delusion
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5. |
Swallow
02:58
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Don’t move I’ll make this bad for you
I'll leave a wound you won't undo
All drenched in sweat do you never
Forget taking turns in the bed
Now say what you mean
You're not making sense
You tell me that you want to die
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
I make a mess, to bother me
I can't take losing, I'm busy
I drink and I see everything
I measure up, simple and clean
Now I see why
Remember when
You told me that you want to die
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
She cut her leg, we wanna play
I'm sorry you found out this way
And try not to cry
For one last time
You told me that you want to die
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
And start again
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6. |
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Pace around the room and wonder what to do
Take it farther than you need to
Like a liar I'm not sleeping once again
But it's fine just say that it's alright and I'm your friend
Time to do the thing we're not supposed to do
So I meet you in the bathroom
Tells me that she wants to be a kid again
Yeah it's all you know, it's all you know, it's all you know
I don't care because you do
I don't care because you do
I wasted all my time
You're a foolish, fragile, f*ck off
She sings to every word
"I'm having a hard time, but I'm making it work"
There are rules and we can dodge them all somehow
Why don't you just push my head down
Drugs aren't working, is it sweeter than it seemed?
Yeah it's all you know, it's all you know, it's all you know
I don't care because you do
I don't care because you do
I don't care because you do
I don't care because you do
Little piggy go, give them a show
Time to make them see how big you are
Little piggy no, she's lost control
Go and make her taste the concrete floor
I don't care because you do
I don't care because you do
I left and took the other bed
Remember when she said, I won't let on
Anything you want, rip it away
Oh if I could change, this mind you've made
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7. |
Leaving
03:16
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Feels so god damn good
Cause I'll be leaving here soon
As you follow apparitions in my room
I'd be lying if I said that I'd not seen a few
You barely believed me when I started getting honest
You know what you want, so why not come here and get it
Yoo many of my friends are acting so masochistic
You say what you want, all I ever knew was you
You barely believed me when I started getting honest
You know what you want, so why not come here and get it
Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic
You say what you want
I want to be free, whatever that means
There's no use cutting your teeth if you're gonna leave anyway
Making it stop
Came as a shock
It hardly bothered me at all
Feels so god damn good
Cause I'll be leaving here soon
As you follow apparitions in my room
You barely believed me when I started getting honest
You know what you want, so why not come here and get it
Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic
You say what you want, all I ever knew was you
You barely believed me when I started getting honest
You know what you want, so why not come here and get it
Too many of my friends are acting so masochistic
You say what you want
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8. |
Dissolve
04:13
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Now I've died every day
Around you my body burns away
Now I pull at your veins
We bleed the same
Act asleep to escape
Is she tired of her cage
It's shameful
It's shameful
It's shameful
Now I've died every day
Around you my body burns away
I can't breathe I can't speak
But I prefer myself that way
Heavent sent, ease my mind
(She's a saviour)
You look so alive
My eyes swell shut
Dissolve, have a line
It's shameful
It's shameful
It's shameful
Now I've died every day
Around you my body burns away
I can't breathe I can't speak
But I prefer myself that way
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9. |
Battery Head
02:40
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Nosebleeds and dealing in the bedroom
Conversation got you in trouble, oh no
What makes you so sure of the feeling
That this time round would be any different?
Whats up with your friends?
Come on baby don't fuss
Oh, when i was you
I was so confused
Right back I'll be right back in the morning
Right back I'll be right back like I told ya
I dont wanna stop now till my mind split
Smash that and I smash you thinking nothing
Hit back because we know you want to
Making messes gets you in trouble, oh no
What's got you so psychosomatic
Swear it's tearing holes in my senses
We're never strung out
No we were never down
We'll buy a new world
Come back to heaven
Right back I'll be right back in the morning
Right back I'll be right back like I told ya
I dont wanna stop now till my mind split
Smash that and i smash you thinking nothing
Bored
And I miss all of my friends
Don't give me this
You always win
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10. |
Coming Down
02:37
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And drink
Put myself away to start it off
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
Wasn’t something that I thought about
But knew to fear what's bound to come now
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
And sink
Buried under waves of broken glass
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
No matter how your pressure stings
At this point doesn’t mean a thing, no
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
F*cking around, deafening sound, coming down
Advertising, inundated
F*ck my life, understated
Concrete burned, never think
What will cure everything?
F*ck my hearing, breathing skin
I love you more than them
Kill your rapist, leave me be
Torrid light, I can’t see
You just don't get it
You just don't get it
You just don't get it
You just don't get it
If I can have it I don't want it
Need a simple place to hide
Glowing green skies
Can't you tell I'm being left behind
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